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Can i erase ths pain?
It kills me inside..
The pain tht hardly 2 explain..
Smtimes i feel im going 2die..
Smtimes i feel i can fly..
Wht if i die tnight?tmrrow?..
Die i fear not..
Can i make it through heaven?..
Does anyone miss me?
Do i make them sad?

My soul is strong not my heart..
If im dying..will u b by myside?..
Whn my soul begin 2cry..im only thngkng of u..
Though if heaven not exist,hell i shall in..
My spirits within..
Brave me not,scares me..
Love me not,it makes u hurt deeply..

Loving u is my joy,
leaving u is my grief..
Arigato 4evrythng..
4d love..4evrythng..
Whn i die, i shall no breathing..
When i stand still..im alive again..
God is listening n hear my praying..
I just wna live once again..